Hi party people! I am a 30 something mom of two with lots of health problems. I've got a lupus-like autoimmune disorder, fibromyalgia, endometriosis, veinous reflux, and I always catch every sickness that goes around. Oh and I'm mental. Okay okay, I'm not really mental. Sometimes I just feel like I'm going crazy. Wouldn't you too if you always felt like crap? So, what can I do about it? I've decided to take a more proactive approach to my health. I figure if I write the stuff down that is going on with my body I might be able to figure out (or remember at least) what works best for me. I'm supposed to be keeping track of changes/improvements with my health anyways for my rheumatologist. I've been writing down a few things here and there on paper but when it comes time to go back to my doc I've lost it. I don't remember jack so it can be a problem and alot can happen in the three months between visits. Now I'll be able to scroll back on this blog the night before my appointment and see what's been happening.
Beware: If you read this blog you may be in store for some whining, complaining, what-the-heck's going on comments. Hey everyone needs to vent once in awhile right? It's good for the soul. I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't vent. My mom or husband Eric are usually the ones who have to endure my pity parties although I try not to do it very often. When I'm overally grumpy Eric asks me if I'm in pain. Yep, he can tell when I'm having a bad day. Let's face it, I have been more grumpy lately. It's just that my condition seems to be getting worse instead of better. Plus I'm just getting over the stomache flu. I've never felt so horrible in my life! Puking, stomache cramps, dehydration...yuck. I still feel a little nauseous but I feel a whole lot better. Thankfully my body pain miraculously receded while I was down sick. I don't think I could have handled both. But, now that the stomache is getting better my pain creeped back in. Darn the luck! I was hoping it would stay away for awhile. Oh well. Such is life.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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3 comments:
Kami,
I had no idea that any of this was going on with you. You hide it well. Not that I am around you all that much. So are you able to take anything for the symptoms? I read up on lupus the other day, thinking maybe Clare had it and that I possibly passed it onto her. I think what I had was a serious case of paranoia/hypochondria. Okay I don't think that but my husband Paul is fully convinced of it. So do you get enough down time to rest? If not, feel free to leave the kids with us sometime. I am serious. My mom had all kinds of funky things go on with her body as well and it seemed/seems as though for her the only quick fix was/is lots of sleeping. I wish you well. I love that we all kind of live near each other now.
I wish I could get some time to rest! I have alot of sleeping problems too so I never fully get any rest. I'm always soooo tired! You are so sweet to offer to take the kids. I'll be okay. I'm just trying to live through it. At least when I vent I feel better! I'm just hoping to find a med combo that works. We're still working on it. We'll have to get together sometime and let the kids play. Until then post lots of pics because I love seeing them!
As your mom, do you know how much it hurts me to see you in such pain and agony?!! I wish so much that these kinds of diseases were't passed down to your children! I would do anything to take it back from you! You are such a couragous person and you are handling it with such bravery and poise. I love you so much and I hope you know that I will always be there for you to help with whatever you need!
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